And I don't even watch the damn show anymore

Luke and I will be leaving for the much-anticipated Tori Amos concert in three hours, and I've been sitting in front of the computer all day, half working from home, half indulging on clips from General Hospital that highlight the tumultuous love triangle between Jason, Liz, and Lucky, and Liz's giving birth via emergency c-section to Jason's baby but passing him off as Lucky's, and then the baby being kidnapped, and then Liz and Lucky getting in the middle of a nasty divorce, and Lucky trying to take Jake away from Elizabeth under the guise of "custody strategy," and I've cried three times because I keep thinking about what would happen if I had an emergency c-section and died and Luke and the baby had to be without me. I haven't even showered yet.

It's just one of those days.

Comments

[Katie]

It's OK little camper! That's what my husband says to me when I'm upset - hope it works for you :-D

[Molly]

Have fun tonight!! We'll talk soon.

[daddy d]

Going to a live show. Yea, that is some real fun. Though I did fire a rocket after school today with two students. We then had a DQ. That was not a show, but yet it was live fun.

[Brooke]

I Love You! I still cry when I think what if I die now and the kids would not have their mother. We're emotional recks!

[mjd]

Have a wonderful evening and enjoy the concert.

[Mandee]

Are you sure it's not Jason's current hair "cut" that brought tears to your eyes?

Enjoy the concert!

[Becca]

I had/have the same worries. It can be upsetting, but it's normal. Have a great time at the concert!!

[Joanne]

Ever since I had my first baby, not only do I have worries like that that make me cry, but I somehow have adopted every person on earth, who was at one point a baby! It's insane - I can't watch a movie or read a book without thinking about one of the characters, "that was someone's baby" at some point. It is a crazy gig, motherhood. You'll be fine - I had an emergency c-section and while I am not on a soap opera and was not trying to hide the paternity of my child or anything, I also didn't die! :)