For the last few days, I've experienced a perpetual state of famish (famishment? famination? Who the hell knows?), which I've used as an excuse to double ice cream servings, dip into Betty's candy jar once again, and yesterday, eat two lunches. Lunch number one consisted of a sensible ham sandwich and two pieces of fruit--one to accompany the sandwich, the other intended as a mid-day snack. Somehow, I managed to eat all three items before ten-thirty, and seeing as I volunteer at a local elementary school on Wednesdays and don't step foot into the office until nine forty-five, this act is doubly impressive. By eleven-thirty I was ready for round two, so I joined the billing staff in their exploration of a new hot dog place located behind our industrial complex. After reading and seeing the eye-opening works of one Morgan Spurlock, I've sworn off major fast-food chains (except Steak 'N Shake, because their shakes are to die for and I don't want to feel guilty for suporting their efforts so I hope their quality standards are top notch) and was therefore relieved to learn the joint uses one-hundred-percent beef and makes their french fries from scratch. Literally. I saw them peel the potatoes with my own fat eyes.
You'll be happy to know that Frema's first food menu was quite a success; the sole variation took place on Saturday, as we received passes to a local amusement park as a wedding gift from my brother- and sister-in-law and spontaneously decided to redeem them. After step class last night, I rolled up my proverbial sleeves and got to work preparing the cantonese beef chow mein recipe, which I've made once before, so at least I knew going in that the suggested thirty-five minute prep time would take no less than an hour and a half. It went pretty well, except I added four uncooked cups of rice where the book called for cooked, so after simmering on the stove in excess water the entire time it took to prepare everything else, the rice was finally deemed a bust and tossed in the trash.
There's been no menu-planning this week, as most of our dinners have included some sort of leftovers. I get paid tomorrow, though, so I'll get back on the saddle before our next shopping trip. Luke's biggest concern is buying two weeks' worth of fresh produce only to watch them spoil after a few days in the fridge, so weekly Target runs may be key to this new, organized lifestyle. How often do you all shop? What's the lifespan of your most popular non-canned, non-boxed items? Do share your secrets.
In the meantime, I'll share some of mine.
Judy, my new Internet Exercise Buddy, asked:
Which person, alive or dead, famous or not, would you most like to meet and converse with?
When I was eleven, the answer to this question was Eddie Furlong, who ROCKED as John Connor in Terminator 2 and appeared in my dreams as the boy who introduced me to my first French kiss. I'd pop in the VHS tape and spend entire afternoons rewinding his first appearance in the movie. ("She's not my mother, Todd!") The hair, so flippy! The mouth, so pouty! My mother didn't like us taping posters to the walls, so Eddie's Teen Beat spread was awarded full custody of the laundry hamper.
Alas, I'm an adult now, with a laundry basket unsuitable for pre-teen celebrity pin-ups, who doesn't follow current events very well, so there's no deep-seeded wish to meet any historical or political figures. Can I say my internet friends and leave it at that?
Which is your greatest guilty pleasure: sweet snacks or salty snacks?
Sweet snacks. Ice cream's sweet, right? I love candy, too. But is that sweet or just sugary?
Marriage-101 wants to know:
What one thing would you like to accomplish before you die?
Have a baby. Turn my pooch into a six-pack. Pay off my student-loan debt. Kick the @$$ of the acne that's plagued my face since the age of thirteen. Stay married. In that order, of course.
If you could go anywhere in the world, expenses paid, where would you go?
Somewhere hot and beachy, like Aruba or Hawaii. I'd spend my days swimming in crystal-blue water, shopping in yuppie boutiques, and eating at fancy restaurants. Absolute Heaven.
What is your dream job?
My love for writing started when I was seven, when I wrote my first short story: We'll Never Eat Candy Again. It was about two little girls who steal five bucks out of their mother's purse and spend it all on junk food at the local mom-and-pop. It was only six pages but featured a table of contents, chapter headings, and an "About the Author" section. From that point on, I told people that I wanted to be an author. And while I might not write the best-selling fiction books that little girl dreamed about, I did grow up to be a writer. I write magazine articles and relish in the byline. I publish press releases on the Internet and take pride in the compliments I receive on my writing style. I maintain this blog and experience genuine delight in sharing my silly thoughts and stories with the world. I think it's safe to say that my dream job has become my reality.
That said, my current position in the life sciences industry doesn't inspire me to my full potential, and the idea of exploring teaching or counseling positions in local school districts has intrigued me over the course of the last year. However, both of those career tracks require more education, which in turn require more money, and seeing as I plan on taking a hiatus from the work force after Luke and I have our first child, it doesn't make sense to make those investments.
(We officially settled on that last part just Monday, by the way, and I may take Lost A Sock's suggestion to request that Luke put our new agreement in writing. I'm so excited about this I could pee all over myself, even though it means holding off on trying for a year or two while we pay off the Cobalt and accumulate a twenty-percent down payment for our first house.)
Who do you think is the "sexiest man alive"? Luke does not count.
Kiefer Sutherland. Have you seen 24? His "urgent, noble widower in need of a healthy roll in the hay, because my God, faking my own death means I've been celibate for the last eighteen months" persona is sooo my type.
Until now, I've been tackling these questions in order, but in light of today's answers, Jill's question is undeniably appropriate.
What would you do if you are not able to have children?
Upon first reading this, my first instinct was to laugh. I was at home, so I turned to Luke, repeated the question, and said, "What a pointless thing to ask. Of course we're having children." And I meant it. If Luke and I can't conceive naturally or with the aid of fertility drugs, we'll go the adoption route. Somehow, someday, we will have a child, even if it's years from now, even if it costs a lot of money, even if we have to steal someone else's. (I hope I didn't say that out loud just now.) There's no doubt in mind. I will be a mother, and Luke will be a father.
I know that's not what Jill meant, though, so I'll rise to the occasion and offer a more direct response.
First of all, if I couldn't bear a child, I'd be devastated. One of the things that most excites me about having a baby is producing a human being who'll bring together the best of what Luke and I have to offer. My curly dark hair, Luke's model-friendly height, our shared admiration for Zach Braff. I want a fat belly to rub my hands over that's not a byproduct of gas or too many Blizzards. I want to use one of our awesome baby names and push something through my vagina. Having to bid farewell to all those wants would be really, really hard.
If we couldn't have children by any means, though, it would admittedly be a lot easier to iron out the logistics of my life. Money would no longer be an issue, so I'd probably go back to school. I'd search for a job more emotionally satisfying and not place so much weight on the potential salary. I'd hire a personal trainer to whip me into the best shape of my life. Luke and I could travel to exotic places without depleting anyone's college fund. And we'd be the most attentive aunt-and-uncle team you ever saw.
It's not a life I would pray for in a million years, but it's a damn fine plan B.
Very well thought out. What needs to happen every now and again is to win some kind of active, game or whatevery on whatever level of existence. Then it is possible to remain in a net positve state. For example, the basement has 4 and 1/2 inches of water. The sump pump has stopped working. It got too hot, poor thing. Then the new one (a big 0.5 horse power Wayne high performance pump) drops into place with only one extra trip to the hardware store. And we all know hardware stores are the best. The power removed the water in a very short time. There I won one. I can go on and try some living.
Posted by: daddy d | September 14, 2006 at 07:29 PM
Yes! Finally! My questions have all been answered.
I think we're in the same stage of life right now. You and I, we're kindred spirit. Soul mate? check. Dream job? Check. Kids? We're on the 2-3 year plan, so check. Spinach dip? Double check.
Posted by: Marriage-101 | September 14, 2006 at 07:44 PM
As for your ponderings on the shelf-life of your food....I find that good fresh produce will last about a week if kept in the 'right' way, which will depend on what produce you are talking about.
Regarding meat, if you've got the freezer space and are planned ahead you can keep it for a few weeks, if you don't have freezer space I find chicken will last about a week, steaks and pork about the same, ground beef 3-4 days (before it gets brown and icky...maybe still good but I don't wanna risk it).
We goto the grocery store weekly, but will generally hold off on beef purchases until the day we plan to eat it...then one of us will pick it up on our way home from work.
Don't feel bad about the rice either, we made stuffed peppers the other night and put in uncooked rice instead of cooked...had to through them out because the rice in the stuffing wouldn't cook :(
Posted by: David McNelis | September 14, 2006 at 07:46 PM
Personally, I like plan A better, too (of course, I'm biased because I started rubbing my huge pregnant belly as I was reading it)... but you're right... that is a DARN FINE plan B ;)
Posted by: Mrs. S | September 14, 2006 at 08:28 PM
I admire your desire to push something out of your vagina. Well put!!
I also admire your priorities. The child MUST love Zach Braff (as will mine)!
Posted by: Britt | September 14, 2006 at 08:59 PM
Frozen veggies are just as healthy as fresh (whether or not they are as tasty is a personal preference). So if you want more veggies with fewer trips to the grocery store, that's the way to go. Most fresh won't last more than a week, although I've found that if I put my lettuce in a Tupperware-type container, it sometimes lasts a few more days. You can also try buying produce that isn't quite ripe yet (e.g., green bananas), although I think that may only work for fruit.
Posted by: Lisa | September 14, 2006 at 09:44 PM
Awesome answers, Frema. Fun read!
Posted by: Stacey | September 15, 2006 at 12:24 AM
I do the same thing. Go to the grocery store on a health kick only to have half the stuff spoil before I put it in my mouth b/c the chips and dip well, they must be shoved in my mouth first.
I wish with all my heart Plan A for you and Luke!
But now, let me jump up and down b/c I rolled over "friends" after seeing Isabel as "internet" wondering who "friends" would be and it's ME! I'm so flattered. Am blushing. We will make it happen one day. Even if it's when we are in our 50's and the kids are gone and we can finally focus on "ME" time.
Posted by: Silly Hily | September 15, 2006 at 12:08 PM
Great answers! Hot and beachy, satisfying job, and a personal trainer sound wonderful. Hire a personal chef and you'd be Oprah. Can my kids call you Auntie O?
Posted by: Lost A Sock | September 15, 2006 at 12:27 PM
Hmmmmm, Eddie Furlong and Jack Bauer in one entry... You'd best be bakin' me a pie when I get home tonight, woman!
Posted by: Luke | September 15, 2006 at 01:00 PM
My sexiest man alive (aside from my boyfriend)is Julian McMahon (from Nip/Tuck). Yum. And I LOOOOOVE Steak and Shake too. LOVE IT.
Posted by: Kristen | September 15, 2006 at 04:00 PM
With either plan A or plan B, you will have a wonderful life. Even if you end up with plan C, things will be good. You and Luke are the most attentive aunt-and-uncle team ever, and you are adored by your sweet niece.
Posted by: mjd | September 16, 2006 at 10:40 AM
we don't have Steak and Shake out here. But now I want a shake. Damn you, Frema.
I love your answers. You always put so much time and thought into your posts. You are my hero.
And when you go on your beacy vacation, please take me!
Posted by: Isabel | September 16, 2006 at 03:34 PM
You seem like you are a Great Aunt.
Posted by: Jill | September 17, 2006 at 01:37 AM
Plan A and Plan B are both great. I love you sister. ;)
Posted by: Sambo V. | September 18, 2006 at 05:07 PM
Eddie Furlong! Did you get to see him on the two episodes of CSI:New York. His eyes and smooth voice are still there, but he was kinda greasy lookin'. The 15 year old version, I am so with you there, when I was fourteen (its not that I like 14 year old boys now...) Eeek, had to cover my tracks there pretty quick!
Author, yeah that would be my dream too, only that usually takes talent, so I'd have to wish for talent first.
Posted by: Tawnja | January 20, 2007 at 02:15 PM